Brave – Because I Had to Continue Living Without My Papang
This year, bravery took on a new meaning for me. I had to move forward in life without my Papang—a father who was not just a parent but a steadfast supporter, always so proud and expressive about my achievements. His pride gave me strength and reminded me that I was doing something worthy.
Now, without him, I’ve had to learn how to be strong on my own. But it hurts. It feels like I haven’t mourned enough, like my grief is still raw beneath the surface of my busy days. How do you truly say goodbye to someone so irreplaceable? Memories are bittersweet—they comfort me, but they also pierce my heart like a knife. The pain of knowing I’ll never see him again feels unbearable at times. I miss him every single day.
Brave – Because I Had to Transform
This year demanded uncomfortable and painful decisions. I had to pivot from the old me—the one who constantly tried to please everyone, who sought acceptance, love, and respect at the cost of my own happiness. Breaking free from that version of myself was a struggle, but it was necessary.
I had to let go of friendships that no longer served me—relationships that had become hollow or toxic. I made bold, strategic decisions in my business that scared me but ultimately brought clarity and freedom. It wasn’t easy, but it was liberating.
Brave – Because I Had to Accept That I Am Not Perfect
For someone who’s used to winning and maintaining high standards, admitting failure was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. This year taught me that it’s okay to stumble, to not always meet my own expectations. I had to face my shortcomings and embrace imperfection. It was painful, but necessary. Growth doesn’t come without discomfort, and this year, I proved to myself that I could push through it all.
Brave – Because I Stepped Forward Amidst Chaos and Uncertainty
2024 threw enormous challenges my way—projects that felt like Goliaths towering over me. Yet, in the midst of chaos and uncertainty, I stepped forward with courage. With faith in God as my anchor, I took on responsibilities that seemed impossible.
Even as criticism and negativity surrounded me, I kept moving forward, eyes closed but heart wide open. People tried to pull me down, but I held my ground, clinging to my purpose and determination. Despite the odds, I overcame.
Closing Thoughts
2024 was a year of bravery. It tested me in ways I never imagined, from heartbreak and loss to personal transformation and professional challenges. Through it all, I learned that being brave isn’t about being unshakable—it’s about moving forward even when it hurts, even when you’re scared.
This year, I found strength I didn’t know I had, and I know my Papang would be proud.
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